How easy is it to let go?

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I have wanted you so much
I can’t remember a time when I didn’t want you
Of course I was smart, I didn’t let anyone know
It wouldn’t do to carry your heart on your sleeve
Would it?

But, I have wanted you
There is no mistaking it
Have day dreamed about your fingers laced in mine
Of wild rides through hills and vales
With you by my side

Now they tell me
I have to let you go
Let you go even before I really see you
Even before we have looked into each
other’s eyes and seen our souls joined

how easy is it you tell me?
Why am I always faced with these decisions?
Where and when did God decide that I should be
an example of stoic acceptance?
Why cant I rant and rave? And refuse to let go?
Why must I be logical and practical?
I don’t want any of it,
I just want you.
Is it so very much to ask?

Comments

sm said…
beautiful poem
5:45 am, September 04, 2010
nsiyer said…
Just simle and beautiful. Very touching ... superb.
9:47 pm, September 22, 2010
Mampi said…
and you will now never part...
11:58 am, October 05, 2010
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